BUZZ (2019)
Locust Avenue
Not a home
Just a place where we got high
We were all nineteen
And freedom was a taste that we enjoyed
Living for the nights
We would go until the drugs ran out
Or until someone recalled being employed
We all worked in restaurants
If we worked at all
Justin made his ends meet selling pot
Nasty in the crawlspace
That summer was a small taste
Of a lifestyle where the party never stops
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
There was that day where we all tripped and walked around to look at flowers
But I started freaking out and had to leave
Then I calmed down
And stole my father’s car to get back
Needing to be a part of the memory
I picked you up
And we went on a bay ride
We parked so we could walk along the beach
I gave the money in my wallet to a man I met screaming nothing really matters
Cause nothing really matters
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
The leaves started falling
The police started calling
They set up shop right down the street
They gave us parking tickets
Cause we told em where to stick it
When they asked to come inside to take a peek
The party's got out of hand
The neighbors didn't understand
We were young and didn’t give a fuck
Casey crashing through the wall
We wouldn't make it through the fall
Our safe haven had run out of its luck
So we sing … oh oh oh oh oh da da da da
So we sing … oh oh oh oh oh da da da da
One day the cops came through the door
Screaming everybody on the floor
This search warrant will execute today
Justin crawled out of his window
With a half a pound of indo
The bastards would not get him in this way
And they did not.
But an eviction notice came
The landlord had exhausted his good will
The party had to stop
But none of us forgot
That one summer we spent
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
On Locust Avenue
*
Island Time
Sun rise
Doggo snoring
Nothing to do today
But it ain’t boring
Shoes on and I'm out the door
Take a run along a foggy shore
Pot of coffee
Fill my cup
Pack a bowl
And spark it up
Take a bike
Out to the rock
Swim until my legs are shot
These are the days
Put me back on island time
I need that state of mind
Island time
Where everything's slow
Put me back on Island time
We can ignore the grind
Island time where we take it slow
Sun set
Hit the cottage to clean up
Crack open a bottle
Of the hard stuff
Pregame
Then we're out the door
Start a fire on a moon lit shore
Crack a beer and throw it back
Listen as the ocean crashes
Call the crew and hit the bar
Or fall asleep while counting stars
These are the nights
Put me back on island time
I need that state of mind
Island time
Where everything's slow
Put me back on Island time
We can ignore the grind
Island time where we take it slow
Only alarm clock that's ringing
is the foghorn that’s singing to me
Only thing I am planning is a nap
In the hammock round three
Savor the scene
Cause we’re living the dream
Until its back to reality
Put me back on island time
I need that state of mind
Island time
Where everything's slow
Put me back on Island time
We can ignore the grind
Island time where we take it slow
*
Buzz
(Feat. Roads and James of Tropidelic)
Yo I'm the kind of guy who routinely gets faded
Like clothing in the sun or Belushi in the eighties
With some ladies driving in the wrong lane in his Mercedes
With a bag full of smack and a bottle of baileys
Boys in the squad are Jose, Jack, Jim, Cheech Chong and Pablo down in Medellin
If it's a sin to get drunk than I'm going to hell
Where the beer is all skunk and the liquors all well
And the smell of the weed is similar to perfume
But you don’t get high cause you’ve become immune
You can still try but it'll make you cry soon
Bloodshot eyes, wish your body could be exhumed.
Yo I don’t fuck with sobriety
I self-medicate to placate anxiety
Don’t wanna glorify it but I ain’t trying to hide it
All I’m trying to say is
I’ll catch my buzz
However, I wanna Smoke a dozen spliffs of some fire marijuana
Smokin up the room like we're chilling in a sauna
Tequila out the bottle like were down in Tijuana
Oh we
You can save the drama
I'm here to have a good time don't need another mama.
Gonna act a god damn fool
When I catch my buzz
(Feat. James of Tropidelic)
Some double shots without a chaser now I’m actin out
Blind to the consequences that these actions brought about
Been a long day your headed home I’m on a different route
Sippin road sodas while I’m whippin round the roundabout
Don’t tempt me with la coca I’m broke-a
I’d rather smoke a Double fatty wrapped with wax and hash got bats like Sammy Sosa
Drinkin like there’s a quota
Whiskey without the soda
Now I can’t get off the sofa
Wake me up with a mimosa
(Feat. Roads of Tropidelic)
My pain's similiar to the Mississippi River
Cuz it's splits me through the middle
And the shit's so deep
I medicated started out as just a little
But it built up and got bigger
Now the stress won't leave
All drunk, creepin through a slum
I never gave a fuck cuz I was carrying a gun
Call cuz, I thought I had it rough
I couldn't get enough ya I was searchin for a buzz
I never promised mama straight A's
Chicago cocaine had me kickin like Pele
A kamikaze in my hayday
Took a lot of hits but never quit Tom Brady
I spit in death's face daily
Life was just a circus, no purpose, Barnum & Bailey
Ya it was all so shady
But I still miss it
When I Catch my buzz
However I wanna
Smoke a dozen spliffs of some fire marijuana
Smokin up the room like we're chilling in a sauna
Tequila out the bottle like were down in Tijuana
Oh we,
You can save the drama
I'm here to have a good time don't need another mama.
Gonna act a god damn fool
When I catch my buzz
(Chad)
I’m living a life like Hunter S Thompson all the time,
I recommend you buy the ticket and enjoy the fucking ride.
What’s the worst that could happen you expand your little mind,
and take a step outside what you thought possible in life.
I’m breaking it down to tell you something that I know,
It’s like the higher that I get the more connected I feel to my soul,
and I’m not talking about high as in coke or dope or smack
So if you’re coming with that shit
We don’t have any time for that.
I’m talking about marijuana to pass the time,
I’m talking about psychedelics to free your mind,
Talking about having some drinks when we’re feeling the love
then the music fucking hits me and
I catch my buzz.
However I wanna
Smoke a dozen spliffs of some fire marijuana
Smokin up the room like we're chilling in a sauna
Tequila out the bottle like were down in Tijuana
Oh we,
You can save the drama
I'm here to have a good time don't need another mama.
Gonna act a god damn fool
When I catch my buzz
*
Serving
Living my life one mistake at a time
They all keep adding up waiting tables for the last six years
My youth is wrapping up
And now I'm staring down at a glass
For answers it won't give
Wondering why I live to work when I know I should be working to live
So I get myself another drink and try to forget that I drink too much
Cause if this is my lot in life it'll just have to be enough
See I’m settling for having my bills paid and that cigarette after a long day
And when it gets too hard I’ll close the bar
And run a tab up that'll be more than I made holding on to dreams I'm dreaming cause they're the only thing thats keeping me moving
And if when I awake I'm still a lowly slave I'll be ok with this life I'm living
Locked up institutionalized
Labeled criminal of the state
An affliction of addiction we all have one on our plate
Knocked up car flipped raided home
Troubled souls are the only ones I know I wouldn’t take it any other way I'm so sorry if you can't relate
*
Self-loathing
Been running on E for the last 3 years
Faded way before i had those last three beers
The alcohol’s the only thing that masks these fears
Eyes screaming help while the mouth screams cheers
And I’m trying to fill up this hole with achievements
I lost my soul and ain’t got no time for bereavement
Every mountain climbed has a bottomless well
Where everybody starts to love you but you still don’t love yourself
Each sentence is more exposing
All the feelings I’m not showing
Every article of clothing
Stitched together with self-loathing
I’m sick of all the plans and I’m sick of all the sycophants
Sick of all the bands that are so quick to post on Instagram
Sick of every chance that we’re not picked it makes me sick
People are quick to skip a second glance despite the nations sickest fans
Each day passes quicker than the last one
Lack of a routine becoming sanity’s assassin
One more year older, one more chip on my shoulder
Sisyphus about to quit trying to move the boulder
Each sentence is more exposing
All the feelings I’m not showing
Every article of clothing
Stitched together with self-loathing
I can’t kill these thoughts
But I try, Lord I try
I’ll take my shot but I know, yea I know
*
This is Ours
Rainfall sings a song upon the roof
Half asleep in bed and I’m dreaming of my youth
When my biggest fear was ending up alone
Family is an obsession when you're from a broken home
Now I rome, I’m always on the move
But when I'm here with you there's never anything to prove
Effortless and simple, loving you is easy
All you ask is to be held at night before you fall asleep
And no one else will have this
Cause no one else will be us
This lives and dies with you and I
This is unique And it is ours
It's an hour before sunrise and you are still asleep
I'm lost inside the song that you are breathing next to me
It's drowning out the voices that live inside my head
The world seems to stand still when lovers share their bed
And I have said everything words can convey
But language fails to get across exactly what the heart would say I hope you know
I'm yours and our story will unfold
While we make a couple babies and watch while they grow old